Another toe ache. For good reason.

25th December 2009, Friday.

Pavilion.



And, there was this Barbie dolls exhibition on I-forgot-which-floor along with designer dresses. Took a few pictures but umm, not posting it up here. I figured you might not be as interested as I was. And, as a matter of fact, I owned tons of Barbie dolls when I was little. So, that got me asking my mum, why didn't I own Barbie dolls that has huge sunglasses perched on their heads.

I assumed you'd be more interested in what I've got on that day. Well, nothing much actually, just a shirt and two jeans from mng.

And oh, this. You've got to check this out.

Esprit pricey, <3

A dress from Zara. I like. But, since I didn't get the approval nod from my mum. So, I didn't get it.


Well, I kinda have a thing for dresses that has a zip at the front. Well umm, a corset dress I suppose.

Moving on to 27th December 2009, today.

We went to Sunway Pyramid. haha. The ride back and forth costs us 50++. Yeah, mum didn't know the route there. So, that's the price to pay.

Miss Selfridge.


Okay, I love this blouse. I just love it. But, I didn't get it. Mum didn't approve.

Tried on a few dresses.


This was okay. Didn't like it that much.


Well, this somehow gave me an illusion of an enlarged butt. haha.


A reluctant smile of mine.


So, this is what I've got todayy!

Zooming in..

Oh yes, Skinny jeans from Miss Selfridge.

It's 4:04AM, and I just got done chatting with K.

And I was struck by a wave of realization. I really find it hard, to be staying away from her. As much as I need the breathe of fresh air in college, she isn't really someone I'd wish to get rid of. Gosh, she was there through my thinks and thins for whole two years. And, I'm really thankful for that. You're the only reason that made me think that staying in Omega was worthwhile. And, the reason was simple, because I had you there. Cliche, cheesy, whatever. I mean them.

ILY, K. I will not slack on keeping in touch with you. Have fun in Taiwan.

Big shopping day!

The location was Mid Valley. And, initially, we(my mum and I) decided to head over Pavilion after that. But, we've got too many plastic bags in our hands that we called off the idea.

So, check out the new addtions to my closet? Okay, I'm lazy to sort them through, seriously. I'm using my brother's lappie here. Something's different here. Anyway, zebra print halter top was from Sub and so was the black and white top. Heh. Then, there's this toga top from Eclipse.









And, finally! A checkered shirt from Miss Selfidge! The pants that I matched it with was from Zarararararrarararaaaaaa.



A blouse from MNG too.



And, I bought an eyemask from La Senza. A bag from Zara. And heels! No, I mean, wedges from Charles and Keith.

B.I.A

Back in Action, but not for long.

Currently blogging through brother's lappie.

weeeeeeee, i'm excited to show you what I've got from all the shoppings I've done the past few days.

Excited to, but I couldn't really show you yet.

Prom, Friday. this Friday.

Excruciating pleasure.

I love you. So much. There'll be no way to let go.

Cam. If you see what I mean.

I decided to stay up late. Well, umm, until 4a.m. So, i had a cup of coffee. Yeah, like, again!

So, obviously I have to study. But, distraction, i suppose you'd call it, is taking its toll on me. And, it then leads to procrastination.

Still have not fully gotten over the obsession I mentioned earlier. So, when my mum came home this afternoon carrying a new 21" LCD monitor, I decided that I'll show her my obsession. F.y.i that monitor was for my brother. And, just recently, HP Pavilion notebook became his possession. Point being, my brother's got what he wanted, and I'm still obsessing over something trivial. Honestly, the obsession got the worse of me that I even bugged girlfriend three times that particular day.. through the phone.

So, yeah, my mum allowed me to turned that obsession into possession, conditionally. I have to invade my piggy bank. I'm fine with that. It's just that i don't really want to wait any longer. But, she said, not now!

A cup of coffee can get me this far.

It's 3.25a.m. in the morning. I've been cramming my brain with insignificant facts of History for the past few hours. Insignificant, no other way to deny this.
And, I have yet to finish the whole chapter.

Quickie.

I know. It's been so long. And, believe it, or not, this is actually the first time I'm posting an entry through my phone. Yeah, yeah, what's more than the adapter issues that left me with no choice but to post through my phone. The internet's fine. It's just that one month or so ago I had no idea what got the best of me, might I say, that I just decided it's hard to get any work done with the internet being so obligative and the computer right beside me at my table.
So, what more? I unplugged the adapter and placed it in my mum's drawer and told myself that the adapter is gonna stay where it is, until the looming exams is over.

Anyway, it's pretty exciting for me to get to post again. And, over this m.i.a period, I've got a new obsession. I've done alot of research about the new obsession and, I can now put that thought aside until the next time I go out, I'm parting with my cash for that obsession. It costs 1000+, but a splendid investment nonetheless. Wait for my good news.

Add. Maths. Now.

Boundaries.

Oh.Right. So, I went a little overboard.

Sigh. What happened to my "I'd never really..

Okay, as much as I hate it, I cannot really post my thoughts here, now can I?

Little adornment

Say you're proud of me.

I managed to stay up to 4a.m. in the morning without consuming coffee. And, for now, I wouldn't pull an all nighter if the purpose wasn't solely about study.

So, you see the reason I had to skip school today. B.t.w. Biology Chap. 3 kills, seriously.

And, I'll show you something pertinent to the title of this post.

I got the inspiration out of nowhere. Just, thought that the peach one-shoulder dress was a tad bit boring.

So, check out what I did to it.





Ahha! I added that blue belt to make it look more interesting and also to accentuate the waistline. And, I've got this blue belt forever ago and couldn't find the perfect dress to go with it. Now, here is. So, peach and blue is now the new black and white.

I want that jacket / bomber jacket from Esprit.

I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want. I want.

It's silver. And oh the best part? The price tag reads Rm299.90.

Me, am gonna get that, no matter what.

Trials. is coming.

You know what to do.

Shopping, love.

So, my mum and I headed over to Pavilion to do some shopping. And, my mum forked out a colossal amount of money for the stuffs I wanted. And, you don't want to know how much.



Check this out,


Well, I tried this on the other day at Mid Valley. And, while mum was browsing through the pictures in my phone, she saw this and she thought I have it in my closet.

And, now I have it. Mummy had agreed to buy this dress for me as a birthday gift. Topshop, babeyh. Thank you, mummy.

And, a pair of heels from Charles and Keith. No, not gladiators. Peep toe pumps. Nice. And, I've got Topshop earrings and something from GUESS wheeeeeee.

I am so tired my eyelids weigh a ton.

Hello Hello Hello.

Yes yes yes, the internet's back. There's a new router. So, there's internet connections. But, somehow, I'm feeling ambivalent about this. What happened to my "I promise I'll let mummy take away my computer for three months"?

And, no school tomorrow. Because, stupidly enough, there's something in my eyes. And, no, I can't see people without my shades. So, it's either walk around the school with my shades on or not go to school at all. So, the second option, yeah. No, you don't get it. I don't have dark circles forming under my eyes, unlike Kah Mun, who was going on and on about how dark circles have already started to deteriorate under her eyes. My eye, the left one, now has red botch under it. And, it's painful whenever I rub it.

Mum's doing anything and everything to rid of the thing in my eye and the red botch under it. But, nahhh, those were abortive attempts. She's forced to let me stay at home tomorrow and and I promised that I'll stay up late tonight to read Sejarah as long as she will let me stay at home tomorrow. Nice.

Guilt trip me, please.

Somebody help me, I'm eating without compunction.

Officially..

..the owner of One Tree Hill.

The original DVD of complete 5 season.



*Big Smiley*

No chances of resurrection.

I miss this person.

Nobody would guess how hard I've been trying to repress my urge to pick up the phone.

Go on a chocolate Run and flirt with Mr. Chocolate Sniffer.

Hello there.

I know it's early right now, but I couldn't help it. okay.

Mum's already sent someone to get that wireless-G thingy. And now what? It's been days but there's no news. at all. Oh yes, there is. The employee named Ben keeps saying "Tomorrow" when I asked my mum about it. Gosh, next year, perhaps bloke?

So, school's under quarantine. I was just telling Kah Mun in class and hopefully our school will be under quarantine. And now look, it came true. which is a good thing.

I'm finishing The Chocolate Run today. Oh, It's a book if you haven't knew it already, by Dorothy Koomson. It turned out to be surprisingly good. Well, that's what you get if you're in for that kind of fiction. I've started The Flirt by Kathleen Tessaro long before I start The Chocolate Run and couldn't stop admiring the way she writes. I'm also halfway through Elegance by the same author and it turned out to be really boring. Word it is that you can't two-time a girl. But,there's three-time a book. hah!

SPM's not far away. But, you know how a girl can dream?

And as for me, I'm going to realise my dreams when my life starts after SPM ( life starts after SPM, it's Kah Mun's line).

For instance, I'm going to go on a serious diet. Then, I'm going to get accesories, clutch, undergarments, heels for prom. Yes, you do need undergarments. And, I need gladiator heels to match my skinny pants! I need one from Charles and Keith. Yay! Thought of getting it during this one week off. But, nah, the plan got called off. But, it's okay. Pretty stuffs come when it's nearing Christmas.

Absolutely in need of a pair of gladiator heels.

Speaking of diet, I'll do sauna sometime this week.

Hi.

It's 9:39 A.M. on a Friday morning. No, there's no holidays.

Brother spent an hour talking to me non-stop right after he got back from college yesterday. He demanded my reasons of frequently staying away from school. And, I got so emotional I broke down in front of him. Sigh. See, talk about anything but school. So, I told him that I'm not happy at school and blah blah blah and I reasoned with him that staying at home is one way of making myself happy. Mum asked me "are you bored at home? There's no one to talk to at home when your brother's away at college and I'm at work". Truth is, I've never been more happy to be at home. And also, I didn't fork out a huge amount of money to shop and eat New Zealand's Natural. Just, staying at home, nothing big. He's a health freak, me, my mum and Gin know. So, he talked about food pyramid to me and said that I should consume rice again. The lesson certainly had me trying to hide away my wanting to yawn, but, still it's the concern that counts.

Haha! What a brother.


And, I hate being the object of comparison. I hate having to be pretentious. I hate pretending. I want to stop pretending. but, could I really? No, I'm not referring to my brother.

Good, good ancient memories.

Just when I thought everything's looking up..

hehhhhhh. I shouldn't be here. I should be at, well, school.

But, I figured that I need some rest. A respite from the unpleasant side of the school. friends.
why do I always see the unpleasant side of the school? Yeah, me.

Anyway, currently in my brother's room. Yeah, this is his computer, that I'm using. Yeah, God knows how the wireless-G thingy was spoilt.

So, turns out, I don't really like that dress that I posted recently under my wishlist after all. Yeah, I went and checked it out. It wasn't as nice, though it's cheaper than I thought. Got a top from Eclipse instead.

and, I forgot what did I tell my mum last night that made her say something like "It's the last year of your high school. Why can't you cherish every single moment of it while you're there."

Thought to self : What's there to cherish? I hate high school. And, I can't wait for it to be over. I'm serious.

Ravenous.

With an apple. I have to survive till the next morning. Till then, I wonder what's for breakfast.

Anyway, a few shots from my phone to cheer myself up.

The much honourable founder of this picture. That's why I couldn't thank her enough.

She's everything I'm not.

Oh, God, It's damn embarrassing.

Receiving compliments may be a good thing. you should feel honured and all. But shyte, not when it comes to guys, who you barely know.

Seriously, It's making me uncomfortable.

Priceless.

I've turned 17th, not legal yet, but yeah. haha.

This year, I had a great one. I could never thank this sweetie pie enough. She's contributed so much. Of course, my family too.

So, She's uploaded first batch of the pictures on her facebook. Those were before we headed over to the pool. And, now, It's the pictures we've taken from the swimming pool. And, yeah, babeyh, dinner time.

I'd never stopped loving this picture.

Pictures from the swimming session.

Candid;

Windy, hence the expression of hers.


umm, better.

Mummy, thank you for everything. I know it must be tough to raise a kid like me. I could never be more proud to be blessed with a mother like you. I love you.

She loves me, just as much as I love her.

Pictures do speak. They did all the work for me.

Thank you, everyone. the wishes, birthday songs, hugs, and Kah Mun, thank you for the present. It amazed me how you remember everything I've said. Really. And Xyi, the birthday dedication. It's a nice gesture.

It's the big day tomorrow!

In case you people have not the slightest clue as to what I am talking about, I'll drop some hint.

Here's the wishlist.

1. What do I like on me? What looks best on me? Yes, dress.

Miss Selfridge says she loves me.

2. Nokia N97. But umm, that'd be a no for now. My current phone's good enough. Good enough. Be grateful.

3. A Christian Dior shades. (okay, that'd be a no for now. I have a Guess and Armani, of which I seldom expose. Good enough.)

4. A gold clutch for prom! The red ones from Tangoo isn't all bad.

5. More dresses larh. hahahahahaha.

6. Gossip Girl both seasons authentic DVD.

7. Kipling tote.

8. Happiness. For the beloved.

9. Him.

10. I'm stuggling to come up with something.

The thing that I wanna get the most is just the dress, yes, that dress.

Well, nevertheless, I'm happy. I know I'll have the biggest birthday present, tomorrow. Better yet, priceless. And, K texted me and I have a request from her to present myself at school tomorrow cuz' it's the special day. See, she loves me.

cheers.