Paradox.

For the past God-knows-how-long, I've been feeling ambivalent toward this friend of mine. Well, actually, friend isn't so accurate, to say the least.

I need to stop.

I need to stop feeling bad about her.

Because I love her. This is the thing I hate to admit even to myself.

And, I know I broke the promise, cheesy. I'm sorry. I asked you not to talk to me once I broke the promise. And I did. And it looks like you have nothing against me for renege on the promise. For that, I am truly grateful.

I ain't going to update much during week days, and I ain't sure (yet) who to trust with this blog link. Well, yeah, you couldn't really trust people when you think you could.

I want..

Nokia N97. I've always liked that kind of phone. If you have no idea how it looks like, go Google it.
Owh, I just want it. But, iPhone's not bad. Well, then again, I should really be satisfied with my current phone. But, I'll still be eyeing on N97.

You wanna know what's my darkest's hour?

When I'm in school. Especially in class. Those hours are the darkest one, seriously. And, I'm so tired of conspiracy. Not that I conspire. I just couldn't figure out why people get excited over conspiracy. Seriously, now that I'm a fifth former. Would you actually believe if i say I still see the same drama repeating itself? Well, don't expect me too specify the context. I don't welcome another round of gossips. It's just, the thought of being stuck in class sends a chilly palpitation chasing down my spine.

But, on a brighter side, it feels good to always have that skinny shoulder beside you to lean on to whenever something goes wrong.

I should hit the sack now.

Hello to the world!

Hi, first and foremost, this blog couldn't have existed without a helping hand from xinyi.
Thank you very much, buddy.

You know, for the past few months of abstaining from blogging, almost nothing seems right. Like, I couldn't really write. And, I had to harbour my bitter thoughts and unpleasant feelings. So, I was hoping that creating this blog will change that.

Things haven't been good lately. But, I'm pretty sure they will be, very soon.

Me, a big fan of Gossip Girl, if you haven't know about it already. Gossip Girl's Season 3 premieres on 14th of September. Michelle hereby to promise all of you who's currently reading this post of mine to never download them, or watch them until well, you-know-when.

And, yeah. This is the blog owner.