Quick updates!

I was really emotional for a while in the afternoon after I got done with my LAN subjects examinations. Pheww! Finally! Over. Over and done with. I can't stress enough how glad I am about this. I was emotional after that. Because well, I didn't get to spend my last day with my friends. My college mates. It is very saddening. And it's because that my friend stayed over for a few days because she didn't wanna pay for the whole month of accomodation at the hostel just because she'd be staying for two weeks for the LAN subjects lessons. So, yeah, she stayed over. And I had to go back early because my mum had to drop by her stuffs. I couldn't possibly make my mum travel twice, right?

And, it was so sickening, sometimes, with her. Really. Because I don't know. I can't really get along with her. We have very different opinions. Sometimes, I just gulp down whatever she says. All the people know, she's really judgemental. She's the kind of person, whom, you have to really think twice before saying anything to. It's.. it's just sickening. Cuz' I like being around people who can really make me let my guards down.

So, anyway, the course that I enrolled with has finally came to an absolute end. I filled my completion form today and returned my student identity card. It's.. sad. I can't really find words to describe. I sound cheesy, I think.

The good news is.. I'll be heading up to Genting in two days time. This friend of mine has her friends from Australia over and well, we're just gonna spend time together! It's exciting. Two of them are sisters, Australians, of course and one would be one of the sister's boyfriend, a Vietnamese who resides in Australia. And let me tell you, that guy is amazing. Yeap, I did spend some time with them already two days after they touched down. Even though, I am really lazy to pack, but I think this trip is gonna worth all the gruelling work. Haha. I hope.

So you know, there were assignments for the LAN subjects, to my unpleasant surprise. So, I worked on the personal reflections and stuffs. And, I am really proud of my work. I had to split up the work with the other team mates. So, I worked on the introduction and a few paragraphs and easily, it reached more than 500 words.

I'm gonna paste the into here. Please, excuse me for being so ostentatious. I'm not gonna deny that. I was really proud. It's almost like, I don't know where did that come from kinda thing. haha!
Oh! It's about the recycling campaign.
Anyway, here is..

How often do we get engulfed by a blanket of uncomfortable heat that has funnelled up the atmosphere? How often do we have the propensity to seek the comfort of air-conditioned room? Every second and every minute, perhaps? But, really, how often do we stop and think for a moment just what it is that has caused such a phenomenon and how human activities have ever so directly caused this heating up of the earth? This phenomenon indicates an enormous looming environmental crisis. Sure enough, it is easy to run those clichéd campaigns to proclaim that they are to save the Earth. These campaigns, however, would not have gone well if there was no involvement of the human races. What is it going to take for the human races to realize that those self-centered acts and mentality need to be eradicated and start to care for the Earth? By the time the heat constantly presses so hard into our consciousness that it becomes impossible to ignore, actions of rectifying the situation would simply be redundant. Every journey begins with the ever so small but no less significant step. What would it be for us? It would be to know the benefits of recycling and translate those benefits into future vision.

I know pasting this up here is really just, too much. But, I was proud. And, I wasn't the only one who was proud of my own work. Heh! I do know that people can write so much better out there. I don't mean to brag, really.

I activated my Twitter account during LAN subjects lesson. I was that bored, I guess. I'll reveal it, soon. I guess. haha.

Broken-hearted girl.

Ahah! I know the title sounds rather.. cheesy. But, I feel empty. So, except from the song I heard the other day by Beyonce (note : the title ), I couldn't think of any title to pull off.

And as I said, I feel..

empty.

It's been two days. And, I, literally haven't stepped out of the threshold of my house. It is pathetic, if you ask. And oh, I've also been in (different) pjs for two days.

So, I woke, and feigning to be still asleep in an attempt to avoid any communication at all with my mum. She was her cranky self since last night. She didn't wanna let me help out at my friend's place. Not to mention that she scolded me like.. like.. beyond descriptions through the phone. She said that she'd bring me out for a walk at the mall and she changed her mind last night. Dissapointed as I was, I walked into my room wondering why sticking through her words seem to be the hardest thing for her to do, and decided to sleep early. So, I did. I fell asleep rather quickly. No dreams.

She woke me up and still, I pretended to be still asleep and pulled those rubbing-the-morning-eyes stunt. And man, I should have seen it coming. She wanted to bring me out to a salon to get a haircut as I desperately needed it. I refused. She did what she does best. She scolded.

And I did what I do best in this prickly situation. I locked myself in the room, blasting music through the walkman speaker and shedded a few tears. And I'd say I was lucky she didn't bang on the door like I expected her to.

She made several attempts to talk to me. I really don't know why. It's like, she came back with some senses or something. Like, realization just kicks in to tell her that scolding me would draw me further away from her. I didn't wanna cave in so easily so I just made some confirmatory noises to her questions or statements.

If that officially made me the worse daughter in the world, you know what, I wouldn't care.

Sometimes, I really wanna get out of the house. Ah there it is, I'm inundated with emotions again.

So anyway, here I am. Lying on the bed with this sucky mini lappie, typing away. Or, pouring out my emotions to this dear diary of mine.

And if this lappie is that sucky, why would I put up with it? Well, fyi, my computer seems to think that my life isn't all that pathetic enough and decided to crash on me. On a scale of 1 - 10, I'd rate today a 9 for a bad day.

I tried to read. But,I couldn't. I just, stared at those tiny words printed on the pages and they don't make sense, today.

I used to listen to really emotional songs when I get stuck in such situations and then cried my heart out. I used to. I don't anymore. I turn to pop/rock songs for refuge. It'd take me three of those genre to get my booty shaking and then that's it. I wouldn't mind so much about whatever that happens. Then I went on youtube to search for Britney Spears' numbers. And then the computer froze.. and crashed.

I don't think that I can use the word pathetic or sucky to describbe my life. Because.. I have no life to even begin with.

Back, for good!

I suck as a blogger. I know. Signing in here everytime reminds me just enough of that.

I just created a Twitter account. Heh. But, it's not active yet.

And the reason behind this hiatus mode was uhm, finals. What else, right?
So I was sitting in the library on the day when I had to sit for my last paper and people were saying how stressed out they were. They looked to me and one said : unlike michelle. Michelle's stress shows on her face. (She even gestured by covering her face with her palm) Oh, she meant pimples by the way. Two all nighters were all it took for the cystic acnes to blossom.

And you wouldn't believe this. The exam hall totally blacked out once. And you would believe this. the invigilators came all the way from Australia. And they had a strong accent. Aha!

Ah! Anyway, now that finals are so 12 days ago, this lift of weight has totally been removed. Poof! Gone. But I have alot of things to catch up on. Like, driving, taking IELTS, oh and I also stacked up on paperbacks! Wheeeeee. Gives me joy.

And, retail therapy! I just had one today. And mummy bought me a new dress! A floral dress, from bebe! Hehe. And I bought two corset tops. Whoa! I really need to stop buying corsets. Seriously, I think I have three already. Ooooops. But they're so pretty. or slutty. Nahh, it depends on how you present yourself.. in them. My opinions, anyway.

I'll show you the floral dress. I didn't like it the first time I laid my eyes on it. The prints was too convoluted, I thought. Then I tried it on, once, twice. It started to grow on me. And it grows to the point where I had to have it. And mummy likes it on me, too. The fabric's really silky to the touch.




Uhmmm, so anyway, even tough i'm done with finals, I'll still have to go to college for another two consecutive weeks to attend Malaysian studies. I know, bummer. Every day, 9 to 5. But, the good thing is, you're going to be seeing more of your friends. And, have more chicken rice! Lol!

Okay, Malaysian studies, tomorrow.

The King of fighters.

Hello again, everyone!

I'm telling you that I'm skipping lessons tomorrow and re-schedule my facial appointment. Hehe. It was scheduled on Saturday then I called and re-schedule. So, tomorrow it is. Man, you wouldn't believe this. The last time I went for it, I cried during the extraction. Yes, it was that painful. Well, I can stand the extraction of blackheads you know. But, not the extraction of pus. Nonetheless, my face is getting better. Now that's why they say, no pain, no gain. But, tomorrow.. Oh gosh.

Anyway, were you wondering about my title of this post? So I stumbled across a random magazine today and read through a short review of this movie. Yes, It's a movie based on the best-selling video game. Oh, I loved that game when I was younger. I used to play with my brother but that was rare, really. Because I hated losing. Haha! So anyway, it's been released for theatre screening and I missed it. So, I'm downloading it. Wheeeee! Can't wait. Maggie Q!

And, I finished watching Glee during the holidays. As much as I would like to admit that I hate the song bad romance, or practically any other songs by the bizarrely artistic Lady Gaga, I do love the song bad romance performed by the glee cast. Do check it out if you can. Btw, the last time I watched the latest video by her on recommendation by girlfriend, I felt violated. Lol!

The Perfect Ten Day.

Hello, everyone! I'm here again. This time, with nothing on my mind. Well uhm, except WACE. But, that's quite distant. So, the one week break has started. And ooopps, my mum is nagging.

Anyway, the start of holidays signify that I, have no life. Because

a) I snuggled up in my pj and watched Glee, all day. Like, literally.
b) I still gotta sleep early. (See, that's why my mum's nagging.)

Yeah, trust me, the acnes still aren't showing any mercy and sighs of abating on my face. So far, the best part of my holidays was uhmm, the impromptu plan of girlfriend swimming. We hardly swam, though. My ears was working very hard in the pool. Heh. Nonetheless, it was truly enjoyable.

And, Glee! Well, I was pretty sucked in for the uhmm, first 10 or so episodes then I got a lil' tired with all the singing. Lol. Seriously, they reminded me so much of High School musical, only with better plot lines. The HSM series were pretty mediocre. So, yeah! In one day, I watched about 1 - 12 back to back. And, I trust that I just stopped at the 18th episode.

And wheeeee, you know what's best about spending on products? It's that they give you free treats. Last, I got a Bobbi Brown complimentary makeover and I passed that coupon over to K. I have yet to ask her about it. I hope she went for it. And now, Clinique! Moisturizer and mascara, free treats.

Anyway, people, Happy Perfect Ten Day!

Seriously, can you believe it if i said that I actually typed my fb password when I was trying to access my blogspot. haha.

So, anyway, mock's started and here i am still blogging. Once a week, doesn't hurt right?

So, I've sat for Chemistry and English and they didn't go very well. A majority of my mates didn't manage to finish their English paper. Well, I just rushed through it. And, I'm not gonna turn this into a rant or anything. Australian Matriculation isn't anywhere near Advanced levels ( i'm not sure about the other programs.), which is what I've always heard. And, this is not examinations-oriented. You are evaluated through your coursework as well. Which is why I'm just glad that my coursework pretty much save my little ass for English as I didn't do very well for the paper yesterday. I actually need another 13% if I'm not mistaken to get an A for the unit. Could've gotten higher, obviously, had there been more time allocated for the paper and maybe higher as well, for my oral. But, no complaints, if i'm not mistaken, again, I got the highest for my book report and my presentation was good, given that mark I'd say.

Right now, what's frustrating me is that I'm still suffering from acne and breakouts. Trust me, they're really bad. And then there's major discolourations left along side of my lower cheek by the healed pimples. The worse part was my forehead. So, I haven't really had any chance to try out my latest Bobbi Brown product yet. But, I've tried once or twice and I don't suppose it's really oil-free even though it's what on the descriptions. And, it takes sometime to absorb into the skin. It smells great, though. Not to forget, costly. Also, I've stopped applying any product on the acnes because I just figured they hardly work anyway. Well, I guess my patience has reached the limit and diligence isn't really my best suit. So yeah, let time do its wonders I suppose.

So there you go. Just a short update. Peace.

Hello again!

I know, I know, I truly know that I don't qualify as a blogger or something. And, I admit that the enthusiasm I once had had begun to ebb away. The enthusiasm about blogging, I mean.

But well, I'm here, aren't I?

Currently, I have..

a lot of ridiculous wants and needs. I swear the list could go on. But anyway.. a short one will do I suppose. I'm merciful. *wink*

1. A moisturiser. My skin is peeling and I'm touching 20s in what..? 1 year? I'm really worried about fine lines. Call me crazy but yeah. (Preferably Essence though.) And the reason why I see flakes on my skin is that I've been accomodating places for pimples to blossom on my face and let me just say that.. they show no mercy. Consequently, I had to apply blemish control treatment and absurd stuffs like that. And, they contain salicyclic acid. I'm currently using Kiehl's and Clinique. Though, Kiehl's way better. So anyway, they tend to dry out your skin in the process of clearing out breakouts.

2. A tinted moisturiser. But I'm actually still deciding.

3. A sleeping pack.

Uhh, yeah, basically, that's it. Well, trust me, when you're not blessed with blemish-free skin, you've gotta burn your wallet. And I'm serious, you can practically count those deep-seated pimples on my skin.. til you drop. LOL!

Anyway, I'm sleeping over at a friend's tomorrow. Well, she's deliriously happy about it. She has always been when I said that I can stay over. But, I'd much rather come home. Not that I'm mistreated or anything. And her dad is talkative and outgoing and all, but you know.. Hmm. words fail me.

Oral test tomorrow. Like, real oral test where you'll be seated in a room all on your own with nothing but a computer (thank god no cam.. they used to set it up.) The curriculum council authoritative all the way from Australia will be conducting the interview one-on-one. You can hear them but they won't be able to see you. Well, I'll tell you how it goes. I need a lot of luck on this one.