Half of a song.

I believe you won't be reading this. But, one's allowed to blog when she gets emotional right? And, the whole point of blogging isn't really about people reading it.

That's what I think.

I've been so emotional this whole day because a) I've chopped off my hair and I've got straight and blunt bangs now. I miss my hair. And b) I chickened out.

I absolutely detest it.

Imagine how I feel when I tried so so hard to leave something that was once so, so so important to me behind. And leaving that behind, moving on, all that was really hard because I knew how to cherish. Then, I had to let go of it. After a while, you demanded something I'd left behind. And, all of a sudden, I don't remember how to give anymore. I didn't know what to do because.. I don't know why.

I wish nothing's changed.

But truth is, everything's changed.