Awhh, it hit me, though only mildly. But, I miss stressing out when we were required to present a short story or something in Minda Ceria.

Since I'm bored..

Well, yeah, since I am. I might as well just post some random entry. Been thinking about creating a twitter account. Since i'm getting an iPhone right? I can tweet anytime. *giggles* Whatever, we'll see.

So, recently, I have a huge thing for everything plaid. Like, plaid blazer. There's this one from Miss Selfridge and Mooks. Hmm, I like the one from Mooks. But, I haven't checked out the price of the one from Miss Selfridge yet. If it happens to be more expensive than the one from Mooks (hopefully it is), then, I might get the one from Mooks. Cuz' I like the one from Mooks. Have I impressed you how I like the one from Mooks enough?

Or I might not get both. Because damn it, they're over 200. Which is ridiculously expensive. No?

Random pictures.


Yeah, I do have some decluttering to do.


Second attempt. Not bad larh okay? At least it's getting better.


Strawberries to the rescue!

Blueberries.

Wheeeeeee. That's about it.

Didn't mean to brag, but look..

Bro : When's your iPhone arriving?
Me : No idea. It's been two weeks. *looks at mum*
Mum : I think it will be on next.. Friday.
Me : Serious? You talked to that guy?
Mum : No, I'm just saying.
Me : *smacks*

Well, anyway, the guy said that I'll get it. My iPhone is definitely arriving before CNY. But, damn, I want it to be now. I'm stuck with his cell phone. Urgh. Give me my phone! Otherwise, I'm gonna make your phone burst by calling in every 5 minutes to check on the status of my baby.
And, if it doesn't come in whole, Imma call Maxis center and get your ass screwed.

Don't mind the language. This marketing guy has lots of stories to tell, and none of it can be trusted with the spin he puts on the stories. But, no stories here. They will get me even more frustrated.

*clearsthroat*


1. My brother wants me to learn Japanese.
2. My grandfather's brother who happens to work in German came back yesterday.
3. My great grandmum paid a visit from Ipoh.
4. I'm sick and my mum wants me to take a paid leave on Monday.
5. With the way I'm consuming, I was planning on swimming tomorrow. But, I'm sick.
6. You're freaking older and I need to respect you which disgusts me even at the thought of it.
You know what though, I am still wondering why you couldn't use your frozen brain. Right.
It's frozen. Thats why you couldn't use it.

So, let's review No. 6, ayt? My aunt *ewwwwwwwwwww..* asked me this in the office when I was working on something. " Did you bite my daughter?" That's the most stupidest question coming from a person with "Me is stupid" written all over her face. Her daughter is currently three I think. And she loves me. Proof is that she hugs me tightly whenever I go near her. And no, she doesn't do that with my other cousins. And, why on earth would I bite her? Oh, you know what's worse? she turned away from me then and told my mum, ' You know, she (her daughter) told me that the little children bit her.' Oh wow. So, what? I am three and I go to the stupid kindergarden as your daughter? Woman, think!

Anyway, I have nothing much to say. It's just, I hope this guy is not trying too hard on my patience.

Read this!

You know, I kinda traded in my N95. What kinda? I already have traded it in.

Then you know what? There's this list of vocabs that I saved as a draft. And, that list probably contained what? 200 words?

No. serious, I swear.

I hope iPhone has a dictionary feature. Seriously, it's useful.

So, Mid Valley, yesterday.

And, I watched The Spy Next Door. hahaha. I love bloopers. No, only hilarious bloopers. Anyway, it's a must-watch.

Btw, got a dress from Miss Selfridge and three tops from ass-you-bee ( No more hint. That's the only hint I'm dropping. so, figure.) I'm not showing it, though. Yeah, you might want to try looking up to dictionary for the word slacker and i won't be at all surprised if you see my face right there beside the word.

But, I might show you the dress.






Well, maybe someday.

I had too much time.

Yeah, I had too much time indeed.

1:08p.m. Now.

At 11:15a.m. I went to a saloon downstairs. Yeah, I walked right up to the hairstylist and I said, get my hair permed.

So, yeah, she did.

I'm guessing you'd want to chack out the results yeah? I was very satisfied with it at first.



Here you go. How do I look now? I might have added age to my look. Btw, good bye naturally straight and silky hair.

Okay, looking at this. I kinda regretted it.






So, I'm just glad that my hair will be able to return to its nature by just lathering it with shampoo and rinsing it. haha. As if larhhh, I will really get my hair permed.

Mum bought me a hair-curler (whatever you call it). That was my first attempt. haha. Were you fooled?

I think I'd prefer Jacob than Edward Cullen.

Seriously, Taylor Lautner is so hot.

Can you pick up the pace?

Hello there.

I am here today. Well, yes to accomplish the mission of being an active blogger. But, hold that. I have a great news.



Mum ordered me.

an iPhone.

Yo! It's iPhone babeyhhhh. iPhone! That is better than great news. Though, the thing is, iPhone cases cost a bomb don't they? I kinda checked out the website. Yeah well, what more? to check out their iPhone accesories. My iPhone is so gonna need the cases okay? I was thinking Gold, or maybe red. Something classy and hot. Yeah. But then, I think pink is really sweet. Then again, there might be possibilities that I'll reason with myself for another case. I'll be like "what was I thinking? Pink isn't so me anymore. Wait.. there's the black?"

How many deep breathes am I gonna need when I head right into their store and find myself face to face with the choices.

But hey you know what? I kinda googled it as well. And, I found these.

Just tell me, how could you not love this? For it's juiciness' sake, it's 58 dollars. You might not want to try converting it to MYR.

And this too.

Kate Spade. The name kinda explains it all yeah? If it ever will be mine, I'll be like "mahh Kate Spade, Kate Spade here and there". Ahhhh, whatever, I'm not gonna own these. Unless I go...



Mummy, pretty please?

I should hit the sack right now. But I figured I should be a more active blogger, at least before college starts. Even though I knew I don't have many readers. That's because there's this stalker last year. So, I decided to just keep this private without actually privatising it. But still, I do have a few, very faithful one. Haha. That's more than enough isn't it?

Well, if you're observant enough, you probably would have noticed my Canon S90. Seriously, I waited kinda long for that one. Before that, I was using an Ixus.

It's a very good camera. Well, I don't know how else to describe it. I actually thought of selling it and get a Lx3. But, I'm a Canon fan at heart.

So, upon the purchase I kinda got this complimentary gift.


Well, umm, I have yet to discover how it'd make my life more fun. haha. But, it sure sounds like it.


What I meant was, it allows you to blog, to own a personalised E-mail and to have a domain name. I know you can have that with wordpress.

Anyway, the box comes with a CD, a card with username or something and pin at the back and a manual in it. Gosh, I should really start to explore the little thing.

Pick me up.

I had a moodswing today. Okay, maybe I shouldn't blame on the moodswing at all. I don't know.

I found it hard to smile, to even start a converstation with mum's collegue like we usually did. I even rejected when she profered her biscuits to me, on purpose I guess. Out of my peripheral vision, I felt her gaze and maybe her wonder. She must be wondering why have I been so different. And weird.

But anyway, I shouldn't care. And, I don't. Cuz' I'll tell you something you don't know about me, readers. If I do care, I would have apologised.

I had a another cut on my index finger. It hurt when I was doing the dishes. Wait, how did I get that cut?


Oh, right. I remember. But, long story short. I'll just say thanks to that beyatchh who happens to be my mum's collegue I just mentioned.

Yay! I'm done with 90210 Season 1.

That's the good news. The bad one is I just found out that the show's casts and crews are also,
(NOTE : also) taking a hiatus. So, the show will be back only on March 9.

But but, there's 12 episodes from Season 2 that I have yet to download and watch. So, cheers I guess?

Oh yes, totally Erin Silver, Ethan Ward and Liam's fan! That's their alter-ego larh. Find out their real names yourself. But, Erin Silver and Ethan Ward are a real-life couple. Woooooooo. I love how things work on screen, you see. Like for GG, there's 3 pairs of off-screen couples. But, I'm only enamoured with the idea of Leighton Meester and Sebastian Stan. Hot one.

A picture of me larh, kayh? Just to show you how I really couldn't sleep and thus, pimples are given the opportunities to blossom on my face.

Oh, forget about the hair will ya? I know it's hard, but try not to laugh?

Imma gonna continue with stalking.

Toodles.

Harvesting the Heart.

I wish I knew how to deal with you, and all the shit you said.












Sometimes, I wonder how things would have been different if you both were there with me. Through my childhood, because who can deny two is better than one?

Fix your eyes in my direction.

I watched The prince who turned into a frog again. And, I fall in love again.






Okay, maybe hot is too rich for him. Cute, more likely. And cute isn't really my thing. I'm into hot kind of thing. haha. what am I saying?

But, that's not the point. The point is seriously, he took my heart away. I think of him day and night. I'm not kidding anyone. But, what can I do? I can't live in fantasies.

Why is Ares taking forever to download the songs I wanted? Geeeeeee..

Oh btw, I've succeed in downloading TIme Traveler's wife. Well, I know there'll be some steamy scenes. There were pretty much of them in the book. I couldn't really watch them right now. Not when I'm expecting my brother to step through the threshold of my room and scare the crap out of me at anytime because he's using my browser to download movies. It explains why those 90210 episodes are also taking forever to be downlaoded. And no, scratch that thought out of your mind, I can't lock the door cuz' it'd be weird. Don't ask.

And my dress from Zara is back today. Yeah, the new one I mentioned? It needed resizing, too huge for me you can probably slid your palms through the back even when it's a size m. Oh, not showing it just yet. haha.

I need a new hair cut. I'm so tired of my hair now. I want it short to the level where it swipes my clavicle. With, straight bangs. But, I'm not very adventurous you know, when it comes to body part. I told my mum about it. She suggested for me to layer my hair and maybe curl it. Oh wow. Curl. Big adventure. If I go there, I can't go back. I meant, my hair wouldn't return to its natural straight.

Good day, everyone.

12:47p.m. and I'm here, blogging from my mum's office. ooh, I'm actuallly taking a risk you know. This tiny, scrawny bitch is in the room, where she can possibly get a perfect view of my monitor screen and would know what I'm doing. Oh, mind you. She cares. She'd disable the connection on this computer someday because of me, surfing and not working on anything *stares at the ring file on the table*. Anyway, I heard from this other mum's collegue that she disabled the connection once because another collegue used to chat alot. As if that's even her problem. See, sucker she is. She'd be off for lunch soon. So, I'm killing time here.



Nothing else to say for the moment.

Did you lie form the start?

It's 3 : 06 AM,

And, I can't sleep.

Sigh, what's wrong with me?

Kinda miss prom.

Yay! Shopping.

I made Miss Selfridge my first stop. And, I kinda spent most of my cash there. So, I didn't bother looking elsewhere. haha. Yeah, because I kinda headed over to midvalley because there's Miss Selfridge. And, I love their checkered shirts. I saw two that I really like from their websites. So, yeah. But, I'd only got one though.

Nah, check shirt.

Ruffled top with the denim high waist!


Oh yes, another cardi. You'd be crazy not to love Miss Selfidge's cardi.



This looks familiar to you? of course it does. the only new thing is the leggings.

Kayh, movies, now.

Well, today.

Started the day off joining my mum to the morning market. And boyy, the lady who sells waffles had to not show up the day I join my mum to the morning market. Oh and I swear the waffles are good, just eat it right away when you bought it, in the car or something. But it's different story when it turns soggy.

Anyway, I had to help my granny then, who's been sick. Well, she lacks iron. She keeps losing blood. What's worse is optimism drifts away with her blood. Sigh. So helping her out caused little blood to flow out from me. I was cutting up pig's liver (at least that's what it looks like to me, not that I've seen a pig's liver), yeah, with not the ordinary knife. And the next thing I know. Blood came in sight. It's painful I swear. I was doing the bra just now and had no idea how a blotch of blood started forming from the wound again. Yeah, I assure you, the cut is deep.

Yeah, was supposed to be STILL working in my mum's office now. But, mum kinda read my mind (or my face), she sent me home early, which explains why I'm here, blogging. haha.

Oh, remember that I told you the GG crew switched on a six weeks hiatus mode? So, GG episodes air right up to only the twelth. I finished watching them but hell, I haven't really an idea what's going on. It's complicated. Never happened before in Season 1 and 2. This is totally new. Wish I could say I can't wait to finish it. But, I could say I can't wait to watch 90210. And probably get the 5 seasons of One tree hill watched. Haha, I'm still stuck in Season 1.

Btw, no pictures. I have chapped lips, sore throat, ulcers and facing the monthly occurence. Imagine how I'd look.

I should probably sign off and go shower. I have something on tonight.

Toods.

It was spontaneous.

Yeah, at about 4.30p.m., I was watching one tree hill and suddenly received a call from mum asking if I wanna head over Pavilion. Like Duh I want to. Even though one tree hill was pretty satisfying.

Topshop then. Tried on three dresses and a top. But, didn't get any. One was too huge for me, and one was too small, and then this black dress fits just right, the slouchy top was okay.


Here you go,


Okay, guess I forgot to smile.





so, instead, I got a dress from Zara. haha. But neh, I'm not showing it. I will though, someday. Patience.

And, Pavilion again tomorrow.

Gahhhh, just came back. I feel bloated. *burps*

A proper catch up.

Okay, so, I was so hyped up with the internet. I'm downloading GG again. But, the crews are taking a long hiatus. By long, I meant, six weeks long. So for now, GG stops airing right at episode 12. Right. And, I have 2 more months to go before I start my college life. See the irony?

So, the new year isn't near. It's here. New year should mean bright new beginnings. Yes, at least that's what it means to me.

Well, 2009 didn't leave me with much good memories. There were senses of desperation and isolation, acts of humiliation. Anyway, C'est la vie. Life goes on and it always does. It just does. And, all I can do is just, really, accept that things change, people change, and when they do, nothing will ever be the same again. Even though you wish that some things will actually be the same.

I remember this night. I was talking to this someone who used to mean alot to me, to my life. I said that I wanna make us last forever. I said I am gonna bug this someone until the time we actually have babies. Hah. And then, a squash racket hit me right in the head, only then I heard those words that were coming out of my mouth. I realized, I was the biggest sucker for saying those words in the first place. What more then? I was dangling in the air, feeling insecure. Trust me, the hit was painful. But then again, there are only so many look-backs you can make in your life.

So, I'm moving on already. Once and for all.

I have insomnia lately. Really. I can only drift to slumberland after the clock told 3a.m. in the morning. I tried getting into bed at about 1a.m.. But then, it didn't work. So, the same thing happened last night. I was staring wide at the ceiling, or ocassionally the going-to-be-three child beside me. Realizing the night's still young for me, I rosed and switched on the light and made myself a New Year's Resolutions. Haha. First time ever, I'm telling you. And, I'm determinted to keep them. At least that's what I hope I can do. I hope.

I'm reading Sophie Kinsella's Remember Me again. Yeah, thought of reading New Moon again and I actually did try. But, the thought of Edward's gone for half of the book, I actually brought myself to stop. And, I'm done with Tempt me at twilight by Lisa Kleypas. If you're a romance person, that will worth your time, really. And, harvesting the heart by Jodi Picoult. I bought that book in year 2008 and I swear, I never touched it. I wrapped it and it had been staying in the shelf ever since then. And when I was sitting for SPM last year, I snuck it out of the shelf and started reading it, only to realize that book was so page-turning. And, I bought Paths of Glory by Jeffery Archer and Her fearful symmetry by Audrey Niffenegger. Well, the author of Time Traveler's Wife. I have yet to read them. haha. So, no comment on that part, yet.

Kayh, guess I run out of things to say. But, will be back with more.

First and foremost,

Happy New Year, earthlings.

the internet's back. Yes, back in my room. I said, my room. No more brother's lappie. And yes, in this case, it's a good thing.

Catch up later.

Kesha's tick tock's hot.