A proper catch up.

Okay, so, I was so hyped up with the internet. I'm downloading GG again. But, the crews are taking a long hiatus. By long, I meant, six weeks long. So for now, GG stops airing right at episode 12. Right. And, I have 2 more months to go before I start my college life. See the irony?

So, the new year isn't near. It's here. New year should mean bright new beginnings. Yes, at least that's what it means to me.

Well, 2009 didn't leave me with much good memories. There were senses of desperation and isolation, acts of humiliation. Anyway, C'est la vie. Life goes on and it always does. It just does. And, all I can do is just, really, accept that things change, people change, and when they do, nothing will ever be the same again. Even though you wish that some things will actually be the same.

I remember this night. I was talking to this someone who used to mean alot to me, to my life. I said that I wanna make us last forever. I said I am gonna bug this someone until the time we actually have babies. Hah. And then, a squash racket hit me right in the head, only then I heard those words that were coming out of my mouth. I realized, I was the biggest sucker for saying those words in the first place. What more then? I was dangling in the air, feeling insecure. Trust me, the hit was painful. But then again, there are only so many look-backs you can make in your life.

So, I'm moving on already. Once and for all.

I have insomnia lately. Really. I can only drift to slumberland after the clock told 3a.m. in the morning. I tried getting into bed at about 1a.m.. But then, it didn't work. So, the same thing happened last night. I was staring wide at the ceiling, or ocassionally the going-to-be-three child beside me. Realizing the night's still young for me, I rosed and switched on the light and made myself a New Year's Resolutions. Haha. First time ever, I'm telling you. And, I'm determinted to keep them. At least that's what I hope I can do. I hope.

I'm reading Sophie Kinsella's Remember Me again. Yeah, thought of reading New Moon again and I actually did try. But, the thought of Edward's gone for half of the book, I actually brought myself to stop. And, I'm done with Tempt me at twilight by Lisa Kleypas. If you're a romance person, that will worth your time, really. And, harvesting the heart by Jodi Picoult. I bought that book in year 2008 and I swear, I never touched it. I wrapped it and it had been staying in the shelf ever since then. And when I was sitting for SPM last year, I snuck it out of the shelf and started reading it, only to realize that book was so page-turning. And, I bought Paths of Glory by Jeffery Archer and Her fearful symmetry by Audrey Niffenegger. Well, the author of Time Traveler's Wife. I have yet to read them. haha. So, no comment on that part, yet.

Kayh, guess I run out of things to say. But, will be back with more.