Believe it.

There're things I found utterly unbelievable, like, just recently.. *clears throat* I screwed my Eald test. Yes, flunked,upside down! The essay part, espeecially. Can't believe i'm actually typing this. Seriously! god-knows-how-many-pages-were-provided for the essay part but probably one set of paper alone could've killed an entire forest, and guess what? I only wrote an inane 1 & a half pages.

The last time I got my Eald essay writing test back, I cried. One thing I can't believe I ever did in mylife, again. It's English. Sighh, maybe it's really time to realise that I need serious improvements on my language. When almost half the class got not more than 10 marks over 20, I actually, secretly was praying that I get a good 15 and above.
And, then, I got a freaking 13 over 20. Oh you know what teacher said? I know i'm not supposed to repeat this, but screw it! She said, there're actually some parts that DON'T DESERVE THIS MARK THAT YOU HAVE NOW, but I find the way you write is very different, so I gave you this mark. Yes people, the only reason I got this stupid mark was because what I wrote slightly deviated from what the question asks for. I even got one paragraph scribbled at the side by teacher as 'irrelevant'.. in RED! Talk about a stab through the chest.

sigh sigh sigh. But.. c'est la vie. I'm prepared to meet my fate I don't really deserve for the Eald test I just screwed.. I think.

On a lighter note, I am going to Shangri-la hotel for another round of buffet, tomorrow! Maybe food is just what's right for the wounded chest, not the empty stomach.