Hey peeps. Please, don't find this hard to believe. I meant, in this two weeks of semester break, I haven't been updating much. Well, frankly, posting entries didn't seem like the thing I wanted to do.

But, I guess desperation forced me on. So here I am. Tomorrow will officially mark the commencement of Sem 2. I think I'll need a lot of luck on this one. Sem 1 wasn't all that tough, but it definitely wasn't all that easy either. I'd say the same thing. It's really hard to blend in. So, I think, I'm done trying. Because believe me, everytime I do try, I make an effort, I get all emotional. All of this will then bring me to wonder why would I ever go to the trouble of throwing myself at that state. I won't have any problems toughing out on my own. I guess. Or at least, that's what I hope. I will walk alone, in the compound and I will find myself strutting proudly, even with only the proximity of air. I promise.

Growing up is hard. But..,



I know I have become the person I am today, partly was because of her. Whatever happens, I know you'll be there. And, you know I'm always here, ears at the ready and a heart repleted with sincerity to match.