Quick updates!

I was really emotional for a while in the afternoon after I got done with my LAN subjects examinations. Pheww! Finally! Over. Over and done with. I can't stress enough how glad I am about this. I was emotional after that. Because well, I didn't get to spend my last day with my friends. My college mates. It is very saddening. And it's because that my friend stayed over for a few days because she didn't wanna pay for the whole month of accomodation at the hostel just because she'd be staying for two weeks for the LAN subjects lessons. So, yeah, she stayed over. And I had to go back early because my mum had to drop by her stuffs. I couldn't possibly make my mum travel twice, right?

And, it was so sickening, sometimes, with her. Really. Because I don't know. I can't really get along with her. We have very different opinions. Sometimes, I just gulp down whatever she says. All the people know, she's really judgemental. She's the kind of person, whom, you have to really think twice before saying anything to. It's.. it's just sickening. Cuz' I like being around people who can really make me let my guards down.

So, anyway, the course that I enrolled with has finally came to an absolute end. I filled my completion form today and returned my student identity card. It's.. sad. I can't really find words to describe. I sound cheesy, I think.

The good news is.. I'll be heading up to Genting in two days time. This friend of mine has her friends from Australia over and well, we're just gonna spend time together! It's exciting. Two of them are sisters, Australians, of course and one would be one of the sister's boyfriend, a Vietnamese who resides in Australia. And let me tell you, that guy is amazing. Yeap, I did spend some time with them already two days after they touched down. Even though, I am really lazy to pack, but I think this trip is gonna worth all the gruelling work. Haha. I hope.

So you know, there were assignments for the LAN subjects, to my unpleasant surprise. So, I worked on the personal reflections and stuffs. And, I am really proud of my work. I had to split up the work with the other team mates. So, I worked on the introduction and a few paragraphs and easily, it reached more than 500 words.

I'm gonna paste the into here. Please, excuse me for being so ostentatious. I'm not gonna deny that. I was really proud. It's almost like, I don't know where did that come from kinda thing. haha!
Oh! It's about the recycling campaign.
Anyway, here is..

How often do we get engulfed by a blanket of uncomfortable heat that has funnelled up the atmosphere? How often do we have the propensity to seek the comfort of air-conditioned room? Every second and every minute, perhaps? But, really, how often do we stop and think for a moment just what it is that has caused such a phenomenon and how human activities have ever so directly caused this heating up of the earth? This phenomenon indicates an enormous looming environmental crisis. Sure enough, it is easy to run those clichéd campaigns to proclaim that they are to save the Earth. These campaigns, however, would not have gone well if there was no involvement of the human races. What is it going to take for the human races to realize that those self-centered acts and mentality need to be eradicated and start to care for the Earth? By the time the heat constantly presses so hard into our consciousness that it becomes impossible to ignore, actions of rectifying the situation would simply be redundant. Every journey begins with the ever so small but no less significant step. What would it be for us? It would be to know the benefits of recycling and translate those benefits into future vision.

I know pasting this up here is really just, too much. But, I was proud. And, I wasn't the only one who was proud of my own work. Heh! I do know that people can write so much better out there. I don't mean to brag, really.

I activated my Twitter account during LAN subjects lesson. I was that bored, I guess. I'll reveal it, soon. I guess. haha.

Broken-hearted girl.

Ahah! I know the title sounds rather.. cheesy. But, I feel empty. So, except from the song I heard the other day by Beyonce (note : the title ), I couldn't think of any title to pull off.

And as I said, I feel..

empty.

It's been two days. And, I, literally haven't stepped out of the threshold of my house. It is pathetic, if you ask. And oh, I've also been in (different) pjs for two days.

So, I woke, and feigning to be still asleep in an attempt to avoid any communication at all with my mum. She was her cranky self since last night. She didn't wanna let me help out at my friend's place. Not to mention that she scolded me like.. like.. beyond descriptions through the phone. She said that she'd bring me out for a walk at the mall and she changed her mind last night. Dissapointed as I was, I walked into my room wondering why sticking through her words seem to be the hardest thing for her to do, and decided to sleep early. So, I did. I fell asleep rather quickly. No dreams.

She woke me up and still, I pretended to be still asleep and pulled those rubbing-the-morning-eyes stunt. And man, I should have seen it coming. She wanted to bring me out to a salon to get a haircut as I desperately needed it. I refused. She did what she does best. She scolded.

And I did what I do best in this prickly situation. I locked myself in the room, blasting music through the walkman speaker and shedded a few tears. And I'd say I was lucky she didn't bang on the door like I expected her to.

She made several attempts to talk to me. I really don't know why. It's like, she came back with some senses or something. Like, realization just kicks in to tell her that scolding me would draw me further away from her. I didn't wanna cave in so easily so I just made some confirmatory noises to her questions or statements.

If that officially made me the worse daughter in the world, you know what, I wouldn't care.

Sometimes, I really wanna get out of the house. Ah there it is, I'm inundated with emotions again.

So anyway, here I am. Lying on the bed with this sucky mini lappie, typing away. Or, pouring out my emotions to this dear diary of mine.

And if this lappie is that sucky, why would I put up with it? Well, fyi, my computer seems to think that my life isn't all that pathetic enough and decided to crash on me. On a scale of 1 - 10, I'd rate today a 9 for a bad day.

I tried to read. But,I couldn't. I just, stared at those tiny words printed on the pages and they don't make sense, today.

I used to listen to really emotional songs when I get stuck in such situations and then cried my heart out. I used to. I don't anymore. I turn to pop/rock songs for refuge. It'd take me three of those genre to get my booty shaking and then that's it. I wouldn't mind so much about whatever that happens. Then I went on youtube to search for Britney Spears' numbers. And then the computer froze.. and crashed.

I don't think that I can use the word pathetic or sucky to describbe my life. Because.. I have no life to even begin with.

Back, for good!

I suck as a blogger. I know. Signing in here everytime reminds me just enough of that.

I just created a Twitter account. Heh. But, it's not active yet.

And the reason behind this hiatus mode was uhm, finals. What else, right?
So I was sitting in the library on the day when I had to sit for my last paper and people were saying how stressed out they were. They looked to me and one said : unlike michelle. Michelle's stress shows on her face. (She even gestured by covering her face with her palm) Oh, she meant pimples by the way. Two all nighters were all it took for the cystic acnes to blossom.

And you wouldn't believe this. The exam hall totally blacked out once. And you would believe this. the invigilators came all the way from Australia. And they had a strong accent. Aha!

Ah! Anyway, now that finals are so 12 days ago, this lift of weight has totally been removed. Poof! Gone. But I have alot of things to catch up on. Like, driving, taking IELTS, oh and I also stacked up on paperbacks! Wheeeeee. Gives me joy.

And, retail therapy! I just had one today. And mummy bought me a new dress! A floral dress, from bebe! Hehe. And I bought two corset tops. Whoa! I really need to stop buying corsets. Seriously, I think I have three already. Ooooops. But they're so pretty. or slutty. Nahh, it depends on how you present yourself.. in them. My opinions, anyway.

I'll show you the floral dress. I didn't like it the first time I laid my eyes on it. The prints was too convoluted, I thought. Then I tried it on, once, twice. It started to grow on me. And it grows to the point where I had to have it. And mummy likes it on me, too. The fabric's really silky to the touch.




Uhmmm, so anyway, even tough i'm done with finals, I'll still have to go to college for another two consecutive weeks to attend Malaysian studies. I know, bummer. Every day, 9 to 5. But, the good thing is, you're going to be seeing more of your friends. And, have more chicken rice! Lol!

Okay, Malaysian studies, tomorrow.

The King of fighters.

Hello again, everyone!

I'm telling you that I'm skipping lessons tomorrow and re-schedule my facial appointment. Hehe. It was scheduled on Saturday then I called and re-schedule. So, tomorrow it is. Man, you wouldn't believe this. The last time I went for it, I cried during the extraction. Yes, it was that painful. Well, I can stand the extraction of blackheads you know. But, not the extraction of pus. Nonetheless, my face is getting better. Now that's why they say, no pain, no gain. But, tomorrow.. Oh gosh.

Anyway, were you wondering about my title of this post? So I stumbled across a random magazine today and read through a short review of this movie. Yes, It's a movie based on the best-selling video game. Oh, I loved that game when I was younger. I used to play with my brother but that was rare, really. Because I hated losing. Haha! So anyway, it's been released for theatre screening and I missed it. So, I'm downloading it. Wheeeee! Can't wait. Maggie Q!

And, I finished watching Glee during the holidays. As much as I would like to admit that I hate the song bad romance, or practically any other songs by the bizarrely artistic Lady Gaga, I do love the song bad romance performed by the glee cast. Do check it out if you can. Btw, the last time I watched the latest video by her on recommendation by girlfriend, I felt violated. Lol!

The Perfect Ten Day.

Hello, everyone! I'm here again. This time, with nothing on my mind. Well uhm, except WACE. But, that's quite distant. So, the one week break has started. And ooopps, my mum is nagging.

Anyway, the start of holidays signify that I, have no life. Because

a) I snuggled up in my pj and watched Glee, all day. Like, literally.
b) I still gotta sleep early. (See, that's why my mum's nagging.)

Yeah, trust me, the acnes still aren't showing any mercy and sighs of abating on my face. So far, the best part of my holidays was uhmm, the impromptu plan of girlfriend swimming. We hardly swam, though. My ears was working very hard in the pool. Heh. Nonetheless, it was truly enjoyable.

And, Glee! Well, I was pretty sucked in for the uhmm, first 10 or so episodes then I got a lil' tired with all the singing. Lol. Seriously, they reminded me so much of High School musical, only with better plot lines. The HSM series were pretty mediocre. So, yeah! In one day, I watched about 1 - 12 back to back. And, I trust that I just stopped at the 18th episode.

And wheeeee, you know what's best about spending on products? It's that they give you free treats. Last, I got a Bobbi Brown complimentary makeover and I passed that coupon over to K. I have yet to ask her about it. I hope she went for it. And now, Clinique! Moisturizer and mascara, free treats.

Anyway, people, Happy Perfect Ten Day!

Seriously, can you believe it if i said that I actually typed my fb password when I was trying to access my blogspot. haha.

So, anyway, mock's started and here i am still blogging. Once a week, doesn't hurt right?

So, I've sat for Chemistry and English and they didn't go very well. A majority of my mates didn't manage to finish their English paper. Well, I just rushed through it. And, I'm not gonna turn this into a rant or anything. Australian Matriculation isn't anywhere near Advanced levels ( i'm not sure about the other programs.), which is what I've always heard. And, this is not examinations-oriented. You are evaluated through your coursework as well. Which is why I'm just glad that my coursework pretty much save my little ass for English as I didn't do very well for the paper yesterday. I actually need another 13% if I'm not mistaken to get an A for the unit. Could've gotten higher, obviously, had there been more time allocated for the paper and maybe higher as well, for my oral. But, no complaints, if i'm not mistaken, again, I got the highest for my book report and my presentation was good, given that mark I'd say.

Right now, what's frustrating me is that I'm still suffering from acne and breakouts. Trust me, they're really bad. And then there's major discolourations left along side of my lower cheek by the healed pimples. The worse part was my forehead. So, I haven't really had any chance to try out my latest Bobbi Brown product yet. But, I've tried once or twice and I don't suppose it's really oil-free even though it's what on the descriptions. And, it takes sometime to absorb into the skin. It smells great, though. Not to forget, costly. Also, I've stopped applying any product on the acnes because I just figured they hardly work anyway. Well, I guess my patience has reached the limit and diligence isn't really my best suit. So yeah, let time do its wonders I suppose.

So there you go. Just a short update. Peace.

Hello again!

I know, I know, I truly know that I don't qualify as a blogger or something. And, I admit that the enthusiasm I once had had begun to ebb away. The enthusiasm about blogging, I mean.

But well, I'm here, aren't I?

Currently, I have..

a lot of ridiculous wants and needs. I swear the list could go on. But anyway.. a short one will do I suppose. I'm merciful. *wink*

1. A moisturiser. My skin is peeling and I'm touching 20s in what..? 1 year? I'm really worried about fine lines. Call me crazy but yeah. (Preferably Essence though.) And the reason why I see flakes on my skin is that I've been accomodating places for pimples to blossom on my face and let me just say that.. they show no mercy. Consequently, I had to apply blemish control treatment and absurd stuffs like that. And, they contain salicyclic acid. I'm currently using Kiehl's and Clinique. Though, Kiehl's way better. So anyway, they tend to dry out your skin in the process of clearing out breakouts.

2. A tinted moisturiser. But I'm actually still deciding.

3. A sleeping pack.

Uhh, yeah, basically, that's it. Well, trust me, when you're not blessed with blemish-free skin, you've gotta burn your wallet. And I'm serious, you can practically count those deep-seated pimples on my skin.. til you drop. LOL!

Anyway, I'm sleeping over at a friend's tomorrow. Well, she's deliriously happy about it. She has always been when I said that I can stay over. But, I'd much rather come home. Not that I'm mistreated or anything. And her dad is talkative and outgoing and all, but you know.. Hmm. words fail me.

Oral test tomorrow. Like, real oral test where you'll be seated in a room all on your own with nothing but a computer (thank god no cam.. they used to set it up.) The curriculum council authoritative all the way from Australia will be conducting the interview one-on-one. You can hear them but they won't be able to see you. Well, I'll tell you how it goes. I need a lot of luck on this one.

Just the way you are.

Man, I couldn't type out my password for access as swift as I could for both MSN and fb. And speaking of facebook, there has been this facebook backup shits and I thought it was real. Well, I'm still dubious about it, actually but whatever, ignore.

So, this raya hols (geee, I actually hated calling this one week that. Well, don't ask.) is coming to an end, to my absolute dismay. Well, I haven't exactly been one who's good at seizing.. time. Sighs. Procrastination is always talking its toll on me. Hmm, I'm prepared to have my friend's piece of mind tomorrow. Heh.
And, I wouldn't exactly say that I have a divine amount of self-control. But well, I do have a decent amount of it.

You know, I actually thought that Just the way you are by Bruno Mars was weird. Well, the lyrics are fine. It's just me. I can't be singing that to well, anyone else. Haha. I hope you get what I mean, though. And poof, it's gone into my iPhone playlist.

Anyway,
Got this. Wheeeeeee. Well, I can't tell you the results yet. But I have read good reviews about it. It's a face base.
I was also offered a complimentary makeover by the professional artists at Bobbi Brown and i'm handing that coupon over for K tomorrow.

I've also had a retail therapy recently. So I've got two new pair of shoes from Charles and Keith.

I hate this part right here.

Why does everything have to be so hard?

Back!

Hello Earthlings.

I know. It's been way too long since I last posted an entry and believe me, I feel bad about it. I wouldn't even blame you for deciding to not read this blogspot anymore. Truth is, I've been real busy.

You know what we are. We are all suckers for assignments. We have a propensity to put them at the back of our minds when our mantra are supposed to be " do it today!". But, these assignments are always coming back to hunt us with deadlines. For instance, I have a Maths assignment to hand in tomorrow and a Psycho assignment due on Thursday. Talk about not sleeping, but still making time to blog. Heh.

So, during this period where I've been uhmm, missing in action, alot happened actually. In fact, I'm not sure if I still have the mental capacity for all the tomorrows to come.
I never expected that this friend of mine, who has been so, so good can be such a douchebag.
And, you. Yeah, I know. You won't be reading this. Although, I strongly think that you should know that I've completely lost interests in talking to you. You are nothing if not a compulsive liar. And I think you know that because well, you admitted it at one point.
Actually, If I think about it, I've been really silly to say the least.

So, on a happy note. I've added a little something more into my bebe collections. Wheeeeeeee.

Printed Ruffle detail top.

And, another white pullover top, actually. But, no picture. Heeee. Mummy has also bought a few skincare products for me from Clinique. Yes, I do need them to counteract all the unsightly bumps on the face with all the all nighters.

I have also, for the first time, donated blood. It was 24th of the month and my college was having this blood donation campaign, and guess what? I still have this blue-black bruise on my arm. Well, I decided not to post up any pictures anyway. Hah. But it's funny how the officers looked at my friend when she was meddling with my camera. My friend practically snapped everything. And oh, I'm a universal donor. Lol.

And, that's me. At Michelangelo's for Mummy's birthday lunch.

Weekender.

So, since it's weekend, I shall post some entry.

For starters, I'll show you the recent addition to my closet.


It's my 18th birthday gift from Mummy dearest. A dress.







A floral dress! Like I mentioned in my previous post. And, it's the floral dress I have always wanted and thought that it's sold out. There's a red roses with white backgrounds too, but that was sold out.
Buying a floral dress can be tricky. You might end up not liking it. But, with bebe, you can never go wrong.

I've also got two necklaces from classmates and a celebration. Thanks guys, so much.



And this is my make-up pouch. haha! Kiddish much? It was my childhood pencil case. I seldom use it back then. Cuz' I loved it way too much. I'll skip showing you what's inside. Heeeeeeeeeee.

Wheeeeee :)

HAH! I figured if I don't post entry, I'm gonna forget my password sooner or later. Yeah. I have three different passwords for MSN, facebook and blogspot. So, yeah.

Anyway, it was big shopping day yesterday. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

So yeah, I got lots of stuffs. One of it being a floral dress. Ooh! Finally! And, mummy said it's a gift from her, for my 18th birthday! And, I got cleansing oil, liquid foundation and primer.

I'll try to post up pictures. Awh man, I'm really lazy to do that here.

And btw, I deleted the previous entry. Cuz' I thought it was pointless, anyway.

Back in action.

That'd be the current status, anyway. I'm not sure how long it'd last. I just lonst the motivation to blog. But oh well, here I am.

Hmm, I thought I'd need a make-up pouch, you know? Haha. But then I was searching for something through the drawer I hardly ever open. And, I found the perfect one. Oh, you know, it was once my favourite childhood pencil case. And, now, they hold my liner, (newly bought) mascara, a sample cleansing water from Dior, and and sample foundation and primer from Bobbi Brown. They're complimentary. You know, as a kind of reward. And I'm very satisfied with the result I see after applying them on my face. Only, I'd need a compact powder. Not necessary but did you know that they help absorb excess oil?

Oh and you know whattt? I called in Hitz. fm today. Don't ask me why if you aren't one who frequently tune in to the station. I just did, alright? And, I made an ass out of myself. I was in the car of my friend's. And, they were laughing so, so hard. HAHAHA! I said, "someday, I'm gonna be a superstar!". Well, cuz' the producer, Ray asked me to alright when I said I wanted to be a star. I didn't know what to say when they asked me what symbol would I wanna be. So, I said, star out of suggestion by the friends. Then, the producer asked me to quote the line to the DJs. I was being recorded. And, I was unaware of it. Man, I wasn't expecting that. But, lol.

Anyway, yes, I do realize that alright? My entry is desperately in need of pictures. They'll be coming right up, soon, I promise. Everything, inclusive of my childhood pencil case. It's super cute and girly, I promise. Well, I remember loving purple and pink back then. I also remember that I have a very absurd penchant for pencil cases back then to the extent that I had to bring it to bed with me everytime I bought a new one. And, that I had a drawer full of them. Yes, they are so true though there isn't any ocular proof. You just have to believe me.

By the way people, It's this Saturday. Yes, we're talking about being legal here. Sunway Pyramid with the people I often associate with on the day itself and another outing to KLCC on Sunday. *grins*

Hey peeps. Please, don't find this hard to believe. I meant, in this two weeks of semester break, I haven't been updating much. Well, frankly, posting entries didn't seem like the thing I wanted to do.

But, I guess desperation forced me on. So here I am. Tomorrow will officially mark the commencement of Sem 2. I think I'll need a lot of luck on this one. Sem 1 wasn't all that tough, but it definitely wasn't all that easy either. I'd say the same thing. It's really hard to blend in. So, I think, I'm done trying. Because believe me, everytime I do try, I make an effort, I get all emotional. All of this will then bring me to wonder why would I ever go to the trouble of throwing myself at that state. I won't have any problems toughing out on my own. I guess. Or at least, that's what I hope. I will walk alone, in the compound and I will find myself strutting proudly, even with only the proximity of air. I promise.

Growing up is hard. But..,



I know I have become the person I am today, partly was because of her. Whatever happens, I know you'll be there. And, you know I'm always here, ears at the ready and a heart repleted with sincerity to match.

Uhmm, 1.14a.m.. But I just needed to blog.

To tell you the truth, I'm still having an emotional turmoil. It's not doing me any good. That's for sure. I'm still having difficulty wrapping my head around it. I can't understand why.. people couldn't write on wall. No, I meant, wall. The thing that they do when you're running out of the C. (Just a little discretion. I think it's needed.)

So, have you heard? That The Flirt by Kathleen Tessaro is really good. And, i'm reading it again. Cuz' some books are just too good to be read once and tossed forever.

I've also been watching America's next top model. A few cycles. Hmm, I watched the whole of cycle 12 but i'm not very happy with the winner, but i'm happy with the finalists. And then I watched cycle 13 and 14. Two of which, I just watched the finale. LOL! Couldn't really get through with the feeling. You know, like, getting all excited and then being let down because the winner isn't the one you expected. Gosh, and watching them reminds me just how nasty can people be. This girl went all "I don't want to make any friendship or some sort. I'm not here for them. I'm here to be a model". Like, whoa! And they were a lot of bickering, gossiping and mostly backstabbing. All of which reminded me just how much I hated high school. But, screw it, I just watch.



Okay, for a moment, I just blanked right there. I didn't know what to say anymore. But before I actually signed in, I thought I had tons to talk about. So, I think this has taken long enough. Oh by the way, I'm heading to Pavilion this Sunday. I have every intentions to save money. So, that's what I'm gonna do. So, mummy is gonna buy me heels that I needed.


Good night, peeps.

Patience, love.

Finally, shopping, today,right after Biology test, which I would so cordially add, was the last paper. Imagine my relief after all the all-nighters.

But, the torture didn't end just yet. I have not one, but four lab reports to complete. What makes it worse is that due date is tomorrow and we were only informed of it, today right after the test.

Oh yeah, trust me, I see the irony.

Anyway, pictures won't be posted up here. And, you know why. Just, not now. I didn't get anything, though. Even though, well,there was actually this dress from Topshop that (I think) looks good on me. And, you know the typical range of prices of the dresses from Topshop. But, I was thinking that I could do with sacrificing three Topshop dresses to get one from Bebe. Call me crazy, but Bebe trounces well, anythi.. brand, all the time. What i'm waiting for is the right dress, FLORAL DRESS,to be exact. The last one I saw that I liked, well, I missed it. I called and ask, remember? It was sold out. And, now they have another two. But uhmm,not exactly the one I wanted.

Uhmm, enough of the ranting. Though, the truth is, I still want that floral dresss.
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Whatever. Enough of rantings. Pictures will be posted up here, eh-ass-eh-pee.

Lemon Garden Cafe @ Shangri-la hotel.

Oh yes, that's where I went.

Their carbonaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. *slurpsslurpsslurps*

Give me a good three days and I'll feast your eyes with the pictures on fb. So, do look out for album named after the title of this post.

Judging from the way I ate earlier, next Wednesday will officially mark the start of my brand new, inspired diet plan. It's gonna work this time, I promise, to myself anyway. You know, my college's cafeteria sells really good sandwhiches? And, even though I picked wholegrain bread everytime I make a purchase, and that I choose stairs over lifts at college when I get to class(not to mention that all my lessons are all being delivered in fourth-floor classrooms.), they aren't much help. Some people just aren't blessed with good genes that allow high metabolic rate.

Flabs on the waist and arms, I'm gonna kiss you good bye! Hopefully, a fortnight is all I need.

Mummy promised new pair of heels. Yay! Beige, brown or green? Maybe beige.

Believe it.

There're things I found utterly unbelievable, like, just recently.. *clears throat* I screwed my Eald test. Yes, flunked,upside down! The essay part, espeecially. Can't believe i'm actually typing this. Seriously! god-knows-how-many-pages-were-provided for the essay part but probably one set of paper alone could've killed an entire forest, and guess what? I only wrote an inane 1 & a half pages.

The last time I got my Eald essay writing test back, I cried. One thing I can't believe I ever did in mylife, again. It's English. Sighh, maybe it's really time to realise that I need serious improvements on my language. When almost half the class got not more than 10 marks over 20, I actually, secretly was praying that I get a good 15 and above.
And, then, I got a freaking 13 over 20. Oh you know what teacher said? I know i'm not supposed to repeat this, but screw it! She said, there're actually some parts that DON'T DESERVE THIS MARK THAT YOU HAVE NOW, but I find the way you write is very different, so I gave you this mark. Yes people, the only reason I got this stupid mark was because what I wrote slightly deviated from what the question asks for. I even got one paragraph scribbled at the side by teacher as 'irrelevant'.. in RED! Talk about a stab through the chest.

sigh sigh sigh. But.. c'est la vie. I'm prepared to meet my fate I don't really deserve for the Eald test I just screwed.. I think.

On a lighter note, I am going to Shangri-la hotel for another round of buffet, tomorrow! Maybe food is just what's right for the wounded chest, not the empty stomach.

lay off this facade,already!

And again, I thought you were different.


I don't freaking like the way you talk about my friends. And really, you are at no liberty to tell me what to do.

You.

I miss this good friend of mine.

Then again..,

Realization kicks in the ass.

I've been working on one essay, one, since about 8 in the morning and it was only done at about 4p.m.. Well, uhmm, I watched Gossip Girl for a bit.

Title : Investigate and write on Malaysian Govt.'s policies and efforts to promote national unity in our society.

Length : 4 pages

Status : Done.

Teacher, I could really use some extra credits.

Up next, Australia's government policies. My oh myyyy..

Demotivated's the right word.

Oh dear, finally, the poster has been handed in to teacher, just yesterday. And you know what I said to the group members directly to their faces?

I did the case studies, you do the decorations, just make sure my name's on there and it is safely handed in to teacher's hands and you, don't get to decide where to put the referencing list. So stop starting your sentence with "Can I.." And if you really have to, how about directing it to the teacher concerned instead?

Thank you very much but my next time will not lie with you losers anymore.

Mummy says : We're going to Shangrila Hotel for another round of buffet. This time, there'll be Straberries with Chocolate fondue.

Now, that's my favourite sentence.

Do the description.

Ahhhhh, It's been a busy week. So, every now and then, I am really thankful for weekend.

Well, nothing much happened during the MIA period, of which I am sorry about. I started this post with an explanation, didn't I?

So, yeah, nothing much, except that I'm done with two case studies out of three. Oh yeah, mind you, I have group members for this. But, instead of halving my workload, they added them. Seriously, YOU, especially, at the age of 19, one year older than the rest of us, so have some sense of responsibility. To be honest, I have no idea why members' issue always get in the way. The day I decided to show teacher our rough drafts, she decided not to show up. Seriously, don't you think that I deserve an en route report? What's it gonna take to get some sense of responsibility through your head? And, the thought of omitting her name was really, really tempting.And this other loser pull off an excuse like this : my Microsoft word has some issues. Loser, wake up! Your Microsoft word has issues, so what? Does that mean that I should help compile all your articles. And, you know what compiling entails right? The reading, analyzing, making it into concise article all the tedious stuffs? It always occur to you to crash other friends at the hostel late at night to study or do God-know-what. Then, did it ever occur to you that maybe borrowing someone else's laptop would be the solution instead of telling me your stupid problem? Did you really think I was gonna help you do it when I already have my own workload to get rid of?

So, anyway, we actually had to complete three studies on uhm, cognition, relationships and behaviours in group respectively. And, one case study must include three researches. So, nine in total. And, I did 6. Can you freaking believe it? Out of 4 members with myself included, I did six. I finished mine the day I wanted mine to be over and done with while the rest of the group members even had to only ask for excruciating details regarding the task on the day I completed mine, which brings me to my next question, do they ever, ever pay attention in class? Yeah, well, that beats me and frankly, I don't give a fuck. But seriously, imagine my frustration when I had to repeat what I've said over, and over again? So, guys, thank you so much for doing this to me, I have no idea why you guys think that I deserve this.

But one thing I've learned is to be firm the next time we form group members for another task. Get this : Not any more chance trying to add the workload instead of sharing it. I've gone on that ride and I'm so freaking done. Pair up with other losers. Sorry, you guys make me do this. Well, actually, you guys don't even deserve an apology from me.

You losers may not see it. But it pains my eyes to see what you're trying to ruin what's important for me.

There's been a change of venue.

Remember the buffet brunch at The Westin I'd mentioned earlier?

The good news is we're going to Jogoya for that. Yeah, at Starhill gallery. Ahhhhhhhhh, shopping before brunch, then eat all you want, more shopping after that. Life can't get any better. Except that it's going to get less better because the next day after that? It's the end of my first semester break.

Okay, not that I fear or anything. Well yes, there's is the first topic test that I'm worried about. This semester break had arrived in the nick of time. It was just what I needed. And then it's gone in the blink of an eye.

But, no worries. Just live in the present. I suppose.

I'll get pictures posted here, if possible. hehe.

I made study my priority tonight(yeah, instead of beauty sleep). But guess what?

It didn't take me long. I checked my facebook account again in no less than 30 minutes.

For that, I will never forget the person who made me create a facebook account in the first place.

Now, who was it again?


Oh yeah, her name rhythms with car and man.

So, here's the one week break.

*cough*

Study break.

Anyway, the forum that I may have mentioned in my previous post went well. That much i'd say. Ms. Julia actually said that it was well done, trust me, there wasn't too many groups that get that. And yeah, it actually meant alot. Oh, I was the moderator. Heh. It was fun, actually. Only if you overlook the preparation part. Cuz' you get to do role-play. Haha, whatever it was. So, I was the moderator, and I was supposed to discuss this issue of mine with a victim who went through abortion, a psychiatrist and a physician. Err, I believe I could omit those details.

Okay, give me one minute to bask in my glory, will ya? The title of the forum was, abortion, which I know sounds like a yawn. And, what made it worse was that there was this other group that happened to present the same issue. And, we didn't know it at first, until the day itself. I didn't get many complaints about my own presentation. On the contrary, I've got one or two compliments. Well, the other group that didn't take their eyes off of us the whole time we were presenting was a compliment enough alright. Preparation was torturous. Cuz' you tend to get people who aren't really doing their 'parts'. And, the day we were supposed to present? This group member was on vacation in Genting. Yes, the day itself. Now, you see why I was so frustrated? So, anyway, we ended up substituting our free lesson with another Eald lesson just to present. Yeah, it sounded trivial enough. But, really, it's responsibilities I am talking about here.

Oh and this presentation was actually very important. It accounts for 20% of the unit total. And we actually had to sit for a test, which accounts for another 20%. So, yeah, the whole thing actually weighs 40%. The test was of course, an individual thing. 400-500 words on the topic you and your group members picked on and I'd very much like to add, the duration was one hour. Direct translation to the previous statement : no thinking, keep writing.

Asses, learn to take up responsibilities as you grow! Don't grow with a head that I thought I could breath in. Don't know what that means? I'm saying, airheads!

I'll show you some conversations that went between just so you can understand how I feel better.

Loser : *called me up* Michelle, I'm going to add something. I'm gonna talk about pros and cons as well. Alright?
Me : Fine.

After a few days-

Me : Can I have a look at your additional information you mentioned the other day?
Loser : *shakes head*
Me : What? You didn't do it?
Loser : No.

I assure you, his name does rhythm with the word loser.

I wrote my script that was supposed to meant for my forum presentation. Just to have these asses fucked it up for me.

Private and Confidential.

Some dope is making me real mad right now. Okay, maybe an hour or so ago, but still.

This girl, gave my number to a crappy guy who then called, to prank me!

Seriously, what kind of people does that? And, no, I didn't get pranked, of course. That wouldn't be me then. I meant, what kind of friend can be so clueless about friends'-contact-confidentiality.

And you wanna know what's worse? Yeah, I'm sure you do.

I got scolded by my mum for no reason. (Yes, please believe me). I skipped dinner. I was planning to study but I feel miserable.My mood has taken a downward spiral. I tried but failed at controlling my tears.

Silver lining?

Yeah, one can only hope for a better tomorrow.

Emotional, yet again.

You know what's really hard?


Never mind, you won't know.

Tell you what?

My lesson starts at 10.30a.m. tomorrow. Which means I can sleep in for a bit.
But thennnn, my brother, he is attending this event called Visual Studio 2010 Global Launch in Malaysia at Sunway Pyramid Convention Center and god knows what time it starts but i am going out as early as 7.30 tomorrow.

And well, I have to meet up with my firends st library at 9a.m. to discuss a forum that's coming our way. I'll be the moderator. And, I'll have a physician, psychiatrist and a victim for the topic. And oh, the topic is uhm, Abortion and teen pregnancy. *yawns*
Seriously, when I was working on my script which is halfway done, I can't even bring myself to finish a single article that I found through the internet.

Anyway, I am so excited. I'll be having a buffet brunch at The Westin hotel in two weeks time.
Say awwwwwwww..

Shopping Spree.

Yes, It's back in action. haha.

So, wanna check out what I've got?


Okay, I think I look weird here. My fringe was uhm, messy.

Well, here's a better one. Yeap, a corset top from bebe.

Well, I didn't get this. And I tried two other dresses too. But, I forgot to take a picture of them. heeeeee.

Anyway, I ended up getting two tops from bebe. A bodycon skirt and a pencil skirt from Topshop.

Tootle tee, a free gift from Topshop.



Ultra rich face cream with Shea butter from L'occitane. Oh, I was about to get a membership. And, in order to be a member, you've got to spend above Rm200 in a single receipt. But then, the other moisturiser I wanted was out of stock. And, mum didn't wanna let me get the body cream.

And moving on to this. I'm done with 'her fearful symmetry' by Audrey Niffeneger. A good book, btw. Only if it wasn't that draggy. Maybe I won't recommend that.

Cram session.

It's 7:39a.m. and I have a written assessment later at 12.30p.m..

The duration will be 20 minutes and yes you're so right, there'll be no time to even think about how you want to arrange the sentences in perfect order. Twenty minutes to elaborate on periodic trend.

The friends who have aready sat for it said majority of the people can't finish it.

But you know what?

That's never ever going to happen to me. Never. Ever.

Head over heels.

Yeah, that's totally how I feel about floral dresses now. So, I spotted one (Well, actually, forever ago. Somehow,the fever passed rather quickly.) from bebe. But, what stopped me was that the dress was so bright and so bold with the flower prints. So, I kinda doubt that I'd truly like it. But, I looked at it again and realized that's really something that I want to add into my closet.

So, I called bebe Pavilion to ask if they have it in store. A Malay guy picked up the phone, greeted me, heard me out and said "hold on please". For a split second, I thought he was going to check around or something. But he got another girl to talk to me. That's fine. But the salesgirl was rather inefficient I'd say.

Anyway, the dress has been sold out. The main store's in 1U and I thought I'd call and ask too but considering the transportation problem and the distance, I might as well just forget about it.

Can't show you how it looks though.

French Connection.

is the sex.


I think I look.. uhm, stiff in the photo. And no, I still don't see how my hair has the potential to be assumed to have undergone the straightening process.

Randomly I'd asked my friend if my hair was messy. And she went 'How can it possibly get messy? It's been straightened.'



Hehhh, random. Oh and scroll down, If you haven't read the previous post.

Hello, again!

This is, without a doubt, a waste of time. But, what the hell right?

Twitter account is, well uhm, not done yet. It's in progress though.

Finally, took the shutter bus from my college to Sunway Pyramid. Pictures will be posted up on fb soon.And, it felt amazing except for the incessant nagging from my mum which goes like this "don't you dare take the shutter bus to Sunway Pyramid!" Urghh! So, whenever the thought of doing it springs to mind, guilt ensues. Oh yeah, I've only been there once since I landed Sunway College. And, yee meng and friends kept me companied on my first time there.

But, I'm definitely doing it again, preferably alone. I have three hours break on every Thursday. And, freaking fantastic 6 hours straight of lessons on every Monday.

And, I love my campus' sandwhiches. They're fingers-licking delicious.

Oh, and I am fickle as I'll ever be. I'm keeping this blog.

Dear Hair, please grow already!

So in love with 'When I look at you' by Miley Cyrus.

March.

March is coming to an end. I've also started college this month. Yeah, ancient news.

College is great. But, I'm still embracing the change. And oh, we have San Francisco Coffee outlet in cafeteria, which is supposed to be a great thing but I tried caramel latte. Not so good.
Books are ridiculously expensive. The teachers are too, with their famous last words that is "no photocopied version, get the original". Haha! RM165.90 for a psychology text book, really? That's a no for me. I'm getting the photocopied version of it. And oh, what's even more fantastic is that we're required to buy a calculator at an absurd price of RM480. Just for the examinations. Freaking fantastic, yeah?

I think this is my second week in college. And, it's time to get the camera out and snap, snap away. And and, I've been thinking of deleting this blogger account and getting a twitter account instead. I've tried signing up but guess what, all the names that I can think of have been taken. For instance, michellicious has been taken by a woman who is, urghh! I don't care. Anyway, twitter account is imminent. Blogger no more.
But before that, I'll be posting pictures of my college. So, stay tuned. And, I'll be sure to inform you loyal readers of my twitter account once it's done.

I want to watch 'the last song' and ' dear john' so badly.

Foi.

There is one thing that I really, really one to do right now. But, I can't just yet.

But I will, one day.

I have so much faith for that one. So much that sticks and stones may break bones, but, nothing can shake me. (Ehh, It doesn't rhytme. But, whatever.)

The emotional hours are so behind me.

Anyway, I got a pair of sneakers from Nike. And, something to represent that I am finally becoming a woman. hahaha. Eyeliner gel from Bobbi Brown.

Hmm, I suppose it isn't cheap to become a woman.

Anyway, what's more coming my way?

A new laptop. Well, so mummy says. I'm not too sure.

Nothing more I guess. I have a mission to accomplish this year. Big mission.

GG is finally returning with an all new episode. Spoiler alert : Serenate. And so is 90210.


This is a picture of me with my Roxy top.

Tell me.

Why am I always being taken for granted?

And the most pathetic thing is that, I thought you were different.

But, you're.. well, worse.


On a lighter note, Mummy says If my results live up to her expectations, then the Nike sneakers that freaking costs a good RM399 will belong to me. And, if it doesn't, Nike/Adidas sneakers not to be over budget of 300. Haha, Either way, I am getting a new pair of sneakers!

Nope, no Crocs wedges for me afterall. Gahhhh, I'm still deciding.

Half of a song.

I believe you won't be reading this. But, one's allowed to blog when she gets emotional right? And, the whole point of blogging isn't really about people reading it.

That's what I think.

I've been so emotional this whole day because a) I've chopped off my hair and I've got straight and blunt bangs now. I miss my hair. And b) I chickened out.

I absolutely detest it.

Imagine how I feel when I tried so so hard to leave something that was once so, so so important to me behind. And leaving that behind, moving on, all that was really hard because I knew how to cherish. Then, I had to let go of it. After a while, you demanded something I'd left behind. And, all of a sudden, I don't remember how to give anymore. I didn't know what to do because.. I don't know why.

I wish nothing's changed.

But truth is, everything's changed.

Picture of the day.

I took a shower without the heater on. At about 9.30p.m..

So, I keep sneezing now. Mum said i'm not allowed to switch on the fan tonight.

Anyway,



And, I'm getting a new haircut this Sunday. I've stuck with that hairstyle from time immemorial. Now, it's time for another new beginning. Starting with hair.

What I need right now.

Okay, what I need is for somebody, just anybody with a profound insight, to talk some sense into my head.

Cuz' I am being..err, no, I am thinking very unrationally.

One time.

At about 1:55p.m., I decided I'd just have a look outside through the balcony. Oh then I realized there're people who actually love the scorching sun these days.

Sunbathing by the pool, really?

Vitamin D synthesis. I've heard. But, at that hour?

Seriously, that guy just laid there topless, right where he thought he can get some damaging UV rays.

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So, the other day, I heard Justin Bieber on Fly fm and asked mum right away. And she thought that Justin Bieber was a girl. haha. Can't blame her. She, I meant he freakishly sound like a girl. I do listen to few of his songs, but, not a big fan though. Honestly? No idea what's with the lyrics.


Haha, this is my random post.

Topshop, rocks me.

Lookie what I got today..


Two tops. And, a knitwear from Topshop. And, I'm a happy girl.


So, that's how you do the R.


Mummy says the wedges from Crocs will be mine after cny.

Straight through my heart.

Forgive me if I say,


I don't know why 'satisfied' is so difficult to be written out from me.

Just so you know,

you were supposed to be my strength.


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in case you readers are late, hehe. Scroll down.

I am actually very lazy to do this ya know.

Gosh, I should really stop buying dresses. Then again, they look so tempting. Shopping is now officially a crime. And, why do I say that?

Because I got yet another dress. from Eclipse. And yes, it was freaking pricey but what the hell right? And also, another pair of jeans from Zara much love.

But hey tell you what? I couldn't stop just yet. Because how often can you really achieve a good 800 points from buying clothes from Topshop, Miss Selfridge and Dorothy Perkins right? Because if you do, you'll be rewarded with a pretty RM25 voucher. And, I got my second voucher. And, there's this cute dress frommmmm.....

okay, I should stop right there. Oh, and I have two e-vouchers from Gap as well. 30% off any pair of jeans and 20% off any tops. Get what I meant by tempting now?

Anyway, Steamboat the other night with the family?

It was so good. Because of the food. And the food really bloated my stomach.

No pictures though, because I forgot to bring my camera.

Not that look. just move on. I'll just post whatever that I got larhh.


Belgium chocolates in the fancy blue box.



I have no idea what's this called. It blossoms in like, umm, 48 hours when you put ice in the vase. Try touching it and you might feel like you're touching caterpillars.



Extremely good CNY snacks.

An, I am a little superstitious. So, I stayed up late on the first day of CNY. And superstitiously your parents will live longer. Also, on the first day of CNY, you're not allowed to take a nap because then you'll be lazy the whole year round.

So, what can I do right?

This was what I did. I stuck with the camera with my new dress on. I wasn't naked, though I know this picture looks a little provocative. But, get your minds straight.

Haha, then, I wore my Esprit biker jacket. You know, just for the camera.

Mummy curled my hair.



This is some expensive wine in at my uncle's place.

Brother and cousins.



Because of this, I was only done with dinner at about 9.30. No kidding.

Macro shot #1
Macro shot #2


The new dress and jeans.